I am still pregnant.
I see a group of doctors, a few of which don’t agree on my dates. So according to one, I am overdue. According to another, I’m not due until Monday.
Either way. I am still pregnant.
There’s talk of inducing me, which absolutely freaks me out. I don’t want it. Don’t rush me! So they had me have a Non-Stress-Test a couple days ago. Baby boy handled it well…so, seriously…don’t rush me. Or him.
But at this point I feel like a watched pot of almost boiling water. Every time I make a phone call to a friend or family member to ask a completely normal question I have to begin the conversation, “I am not in labor.”
I am also at the point where I feel like I will be pregnant forever. For the rest of my life. I know that’s not a rational thought but it’s all I got.
Husband says I’m still in good spirits, so at least that’s something.
But for real….I just want to hold my baby!