TICK.TOCK.
I am still pregnant.
I see a group of doctors, a few of which don’t agree on my dates. So according to one, I am overdue. According to another, I’m not due until Monday.
Either way. I am still pregnant.
There’s talk of inducing me, which absolutely freaks me out. I don’t want it. Don’t rush me! So they had me have a Non-Stress-Test a couple days ago. Baby boy handled it well…so, seriously…don’t rush me. Or him.
But at this point I feel like a watched pot of almost boiling water. Every time I make a phone call to a friend or family member to ask a completely normal question I have to begin the conversation, “I am not in labor.”
I am also at the point where I feel like I will be pregnant forever. For the rest of my life. I know that’s not a rational thought but it’s all I got.
Husband says I’m still in good spirits, so at least that’s something.
But for real….I just want to hold my baby!
3 comments:
So soon! I guessed the 4th so.. Get ready for tomorrow! ;)
The 4th it will be. I feel it. When you finally go into labor, you're thinking, really? It came! Awesome feeling. Hang in there! And who's photographing the birth???;)
He'll be here soon! With my boys I had u/s & non-stress tests on my due date, but didn't start the induction talk til 41 wks (or we would have, but they came 2 & 5 days after edd). Hang in there!! (and you'll have to remind me of this come May when I'm over being preggo)
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